I hear voices that some say aren't real and I have thoughts and images in my mind that I know are implemented by something or someone that Has access to my body. Every time a bad, mean thought is beeing pressed through my mind gives me a nerve tic as a concequnce of repressing it and it gives a feel of much discomfort in my mind. This is happening to me constantly
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For almost five years I have a condition that I know is caused by outside forces that are somehow attached to this reality (like I even know there may be others) and are tormenting me giving me stress and tension that I know is made by this forces. That 5 years ago I thought that reality is simply not able to contain god or gods, beings that are able to manipulate reality,
My life is a constant struggle with being railed by some evil forces, that can put tension on my nerves giving, lightly speaking, discomfort, takes away strength and, what's worst, lifewill.
But there are moments, when they are giving comfort, relaxation and strong will to keep going and pursue and reach a moment, when the higher forces will finally decide to make